Still just me.

Well, Hubby went off to meet some friends who claims that he has lobang for jobs.

I'm home alone. I don't mind. Having a good time, blogging, msn-ing and watching TV at the same time.

Hubby is still down with flu and slightly feverish. Hope he will recover soon. Quite poor thing to hear him sniffing and sneezing around all the time. While for myself, I can feel the gas and acid still in my stomach and it will create the cramps and pains which will send me to scurry for my medicine.

Was supposed to go for Kick box this evening, but had dinner at home and I think not wise to risk me throwing up food and also my gastric is still not under control, will try to go tomorrow instead.

Already close to 11pm and hubby is still not home yet. I realised when hubby has to go for his $ mastery thing, he usually comes home quite late. I'm not complaining but I'm just concerned if his body can take it especially when he's not well now. Also, we seem to be seeing lesser and lesser of each other lately.

Granted that we are on MSN, but after work, we seem to have our own individual activities. He has his $ masterly things and will be back late, shortly after he comes home, we will go to sleep. Or it will be me with some kind of activites after work.

I think, when my course starts, we will have even lesser time for each other. At times, I wonder, would it have been better if we were not married and study? Coz we will still have our family to do the meals, clothes and whatever else necessary for us. While we just work and study. If, we grow apart, then so be it, coz there's no committment for us both.

But, we are married now, not only, we got to study and work, we got to also work hard at our marriage. It's normal for us to not have time for each other, but how will this affect our marriage and our live together?

Maybe, once again, I am thinking too much and worrying too much. Not that I don't have faith in hubby, myself nor our marriage, but I believe that there is no need for us to put our marriage to the test unncessarily. And somehow, this study bit, in my mind IS putting our marriage to a certain amout of test.

ARGG!!!