Still just me.

Well, Hubby went off to meet some friends who claims that he has lobang for jobs.

I'm home alone. I don't mind. Having a good time, blogging, msn-ing and watching TV at the same time.

Hubby is still down with flu and slightly feverish. Hope he will recover soon. Quite poor thing to hear him sniffing and sneezing around all the time. While for myself, I can feel the gas and acid still in my stomach and it will create the cramps and pains which will send me to scurry for my medicine.

Was supposed to go for Kick box this evening, but had dinner at home and I think not wise to risk me throwing up food and also my gastric is still not under control, will try to go tomorrow instead.

Already close to 11pm and hubby is still not home yet. I realised when hubby has to go for his $ mastery thing, he usually comes home quite late. I'm not complaining but I'm just concerned if his body can take it especially when he's not well now. Also, we seem to be seeing lesser and lesser of each other lately.

Granted that we are on MSN, but after work, we seem to have our own individual activities. He has his $ masterly things and will be back late, shortly after he comes home, we will go to sleep. Or it will be me with some kind of activites after work.

I think, when my course starts, we will have even lesser time for each other. At times, I wonder, would it have been better if we were not married and study? Coz we will still have our family to do the meals, clothes and whatever else necessary for us. While we just work and study. If, we grow apart, then so be it, coz there's no committment for us both.

But, we are married now, not only, we got to study and work, we got to also work hard at our marriage. It's normal for us to not have time for each other, but how will this affect our marriage and our live together?

Maybe, once again, I am thinking too much and worrying too much. Not that I don't have faith in hubby, myself nor our marriage, but I believe that there is no need for us to put our marriage to the test unncessarily. And somehow, this study bit, in my mind IS putting our marriage to a certain amout of test.

ARGG!!!

Opps...Looks like there's only me available...

I upgraded the blogger to Beta version and all seems to be well as long as I do not add in some labels to that particular post. Once, I added then somehow, it does not appear into the main posts but into some 'sub-folder' under that particular label. Hence, to resolve this issue, I just decided to skip labeling the posts. Not a very good option but better than nothing lor.

And actually, I find that in beta, it's easier to post and manage, sort of like more shortcut and definitely, the posting of photos are much much much easier and faster. I like it!

But ever since I made this change, Hubby seems to be "banned" from this blog. Though I've made him a co-author, when he sign into blog, he cannot access this link. =( So, now, I will be the only person who will posts.

Quite sad lei. In the first place, I'm already blogging more than him. With him being "banned" now, all the more he has no chance to blog anymore.

This evening, hubby went for his $ mastery course again. So I'm alone at home for the evening. Not to mention that the news I've received that all the work and planning got to be pushed forward, these made me feel even more alone and depressed.

So all in all, I'm enjoying my evening alone but not enjoying that I will be alone in this blog. hahaha.. makes sense??

It's Tuesday!!

Never thought that I can be so happy with the week being "Tuesday." But today, I am! I am happy that it's Tuesday. =)

Know why?? Hubby is back!!! Home tonite!!! =) At this time that I am typing this, hubby is already on the way home. I think he is snoozing or rather sleeping in the coach now. Since, that's what he does when he travels with me and from what I heard, he's been having late nights for the last few nights. Think he will be very tired.

I'm happy that he's coming home already. Miss him. True, that I do enjoy the time that I was alone. Time spent with my sister, lazing, snoozing, reading and having the whole house and bed to myself, but 5 days seem abit too long already. =P

Hurry, hurry home, Darling!

I'm home alone.

Hubby off to KL for his "Money Mastery" boot camp today and will only be coming home on Tuesday next week.

But I won't be too lonely coz tonite is the last nite of the Triduum mass in CTK, tml morning is our usual yoga session followed by breakfast. Just made a date with my sis to go shopping tml afternoon. =) Sunday, morning is mass, then go home to continue with the chores and to rest and re-charged for the Blue Blue Working Monday.

Time flies.

Already have my weekend planned out. Weekend is sooo precious, the time that I have seems to just fly by. Before I have even rested well enough, it's another week and another day!

Monday nite as usual is yoga and this time I will be going alone since hubby is not back yet. I heard that this coming session we are going to do yoga therapy. No idea what it means but I think it must be important coz the instructor keeps reminding us to be present. Too bad hubby will miss it. I will open my eyes and ears to see and to hear and then teach hubby when he comes back lor. haha..

Tuesday, he's back. Goody!

Another home alone session

Hubby working night shift again. He said this will be the last night shift for him.. But I guess, it will only be the last night shift if he is no longer with the current company lor.

Actually, I don't really mind that he works on night shift. But I do know that it is bad for his biological clock, so for his health reasons, I hope he will not have so many more night shifts lor. haha Me! The ever understanding and goody wife!!

It was quite a rush for us coz, we had our 1st yoga lessons tonite at the Cheng San Community Centre. It's our first tm doing yoga so both of us were abit comprehensive and at a loss of what to expect.

The instructor is an Indian lady, gave us the following instructions the moment class was going to start.

1. No food 2-4 hours before class (but I ate snacks at 4.30 pm and then on reaching home, ate biscuits and more snacks)
2. No water 10 mins before and after class (was too thristy from the walk at AMK MRT to the CC and took a few sips of water)
3. No food and baths till at least 2 hours after clas (too hungry and hot and tired, so took both too!)

Basically, she said, following these golden rules, will enable our bodies to make use of the energy to ah.. continue working or something to that effect lar. Cannot remember liao. But I remember the bathing bit coz the instructor says after yoga, the body is relaxed and will produce energy, don't wash the energy away. But sad to say, I broke every one of the golden rules lor.

Yoga has lots of stretching and breadthing exercises. We were doing that throughout the whole session. I think I have some problems breadthing so to take up a class like this is good for me =)

Quite fun I feel, looking forward to go for the next class but before that must go and get mats leh. That is quite expensive I feel. And we have to get 2, coz 1 for each of us.

And, we din keep to the 2 hours after class then eat and bathe, hubby was in a rush to go to work, and I have a habbit of bathing immediately after I reach home. So cannot tahan, we both showered and ate some bread before calling it a night and hubby rush to work.

With me alone at home again, I also din do anything productive, watched some TV, ate something light and will be gng to slp soon.

Home alone again... and a tiff...

Hubby on night shift tonight, just left for office. Me alone at home now again. But this is not a very routine thing..So I guess, I should just learn to enjoy the rare times that I can be alone and of course have the whole bed to myself. But I'm not feeling the jubilation leh..

*sigh*

And before he left, we had a tiff. Not any major tiffs or anything serious. But just a silly argument over the bamboo poles.

Coz he was at home today, coz only working tonite, he did the laundry. That's very sweet of him, YES, I know. But after the did the laundry, the silly boy hid the short bamboo pole that we used daily. And after bathing, I lost my eyes, I cannot find the pole, my hp was ringing.. that silly boy just stood there holding out my hp to me, saying, "ur mom". DUH!! Can't he answer it? It made my already tense mood of not finding the pole worse. N then he told he, there.. I was like how on earth could I have seen it?! I no eyes after bathing 1 lor. Don't he know?

*Sigh*

So, finally, he dig out the pole from the corner, which was blocked by the hanging laundry and I answered the my hp. And that was the tiff all about. A silly misplaced bamboo pole + a ringing hp.

*Sigh*

I hate it when he got to leave for office at night and we have a tiff. I hate it when we got to leave the hse upset at each other. I hate it when we do not make up with each other before saying "Bye". And I ESPECIALLY hate it when we do not end our partings with a hug, good thoughts, feelings and "I Love You's"

But very luckily for us this time, we manage to overcome our anger and upset-ness at each other and still say our bye's and I Love You's. Call me silly or whatever, but I like it when we part our ways with all these 'nice' things. Some of my friends commented then it becomes a habit. I guess, to a certain extent, it IS a habit. But it's a nice habit, don't you think so?
It makes the re-ship more loving and of course, we each go off with positive and loving thoughts towards each other.

This may sound morbid, but hey.... if anything happens, at least, the last thing we said to each other is "I Love You" and "God Bless You" and the very last time we touched each other was in a warm, embracing hug! This may be the very last things that we say to each other and do with each other.. we never know, what's going to happen right?
And rather than thinking of what we did not have the chance to say to each other, I think these 2 phrases and a hug sums it all up.