Half day at the beach

I made a suggestion to Hubby some time back and asked him to take half day off today to spend time together.

He agreed.

Hence, we took half day off and after having lunch in Cafe Cartel in PS, where we had LOUSY service, we made our way to East Coast Park.

Thank God it was not very hot, there was a gentle breeze blowing and the park can be considered as crowded on a Monday afternoon. But we still manage to find a shady seat and just enjoy each other's company.

I thought I will feel sad today... after all, we were supposed to be expecting our bundle of joy today. 30 June.... but surprisingly, I was not as badly affected as I thought I will be. I wanted Hubby's company so that I won't feel too bad and keep dwelling on it. But, thank God, I think I'm coping well.

We merely just sat there, looking at the sky, the water, enjoying the breeze and each other. Simple, yes. But it was a good time away and time off from the hustle and bustle of town, to keep my mind off Lima Bean and all. We sat there for hours. Occasionally chatting, otherwise, sitting down and just staring and daydreaming with our fingers entwined or leaning against each other.

I like it when we do that. We do not have to say something to each other all the time, yet, I feel so contended and peaceful and walk away as though, we've said lots to each other.

We took a long bus ride back to J8 after that and had dinner at the Hong Kong Cafe theme eatery.

Reached home at about 8pm and got a call from family in laws. First Uncle's wife had pass away, hence, tml, we'll have to go for the wake.

It's been many months since I went thru the D&C. At times, I still think of it. Not that I particularly go on thinking about it, it just comes up once a while. I guess, it's something that I will never be able to forget fully but just learn to live with it and move on.

God bless your soul, Lima Bean.

I can say I'm all right. Just being a woman, sometimes my emotions gets the better of me and makes me think of it all over again. I will only get better and stronger with the healing touches of God and with the love and support from Hubby and family members. =)