I don't understand.
Because, I expressed my views, my beliefs, my feel and what I think is the fact on it, you became upset.
I think I've been supportive thus far. I've never said a word on your choice. Instead, I've been encouraging you and just try my best to be there for you.
So now, I'm not even allowed to say what I think?
Granted, I may not have said what I said in the right situation, right time, right venue. But is it necessary for you to become like this?
I'm worried too you know. True, life is good to us now, but will it continue to be like this in future? I know you wanna start a family, but owing to circumstances now, we can't, I want that as much as you do too, you know.
Yet, you tell me honestly, at the rate that you are going, do you think we can even afford to have one now?
I don't even feel the security that I once used to have. You think I will wanna bring another person into the world then?
I'm also so afraid that you are turing out to be like my useless ass of a father. There's a saying that "history tend to repeat itself", daughters tend to follow their mother's shoe. If that's true, then...how sad my life will be.
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I know my language is not very good. But I really want to try this out for a better future. I am not upsad because you say that I am not good, I am upsad because you say that I will fail. I promise I will not be a useless person, so I will make sure that I will make it this time.
Darling, I do not mean it that you will fail. I'm sorry if I made you feel that way.
I really do not wish you to do sales FT. If you do it PT, I am ok with it. But ultimately, there must be a regular, stable income every month, to pay for our expenses and to save for our BB(s) too.
I love you, Darling. I do not want our marriage to end in bitterness and quarrels. I need the stability and assurance that we will have food on the table, roof over our heads and clothes on our back.
Thank you for your assurances. I love u.
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